Read the first 3 chapters of The Turning Tides of Us!

Prologue

Cormoran Island rises from the Mediterranean like a forgotten sentinel, its limestone cliffs carved by millennia of wind and waves. Time moves differently here. Days blend into years, years into centuries, marked only by the changing angles of sunlight on stone and the steady rhythm of tides.

Fishing boats drift past, yachts anchor before it, but they always depart, leaving the island to its solitude.

Only the goats remain. They appeared one day, carried perhaps by some long-forgotten shepherd or escaped from a passing vessel, and found their kingdom. They make paths where none existed, winding trails that spiral up steep slopes,and traverse impossible ledges. They understand what the island knows: that plans are fleeting things, as temporary as footprints in sand.

And so the island simply exists beyond the reach of progress and civilization. While cities of glass and steel climb ever higher into distant skies, the goats continue their sure-footed dance across its heights, and the sea will go on shaping its shores until the end of days.

Chapter 1 – Evelyn

The taxi lurches forward, jolting me out of my jet-lagged haze. Palma de Mallorca unfolds outside the window—a postcard-perfect blend of historic architecture and sun-drenched modernity. It’s warm, but with the sea breeze, it’s a welcome respite from New York, where the stuffy summer heat has been clinging to the skyscrapers, turning the city into a concrete sauna.

“Primera vez en Mallorca?” the driver asks, his weathered face crinkling into a smile in the rearview mirror.

I blink, my brain sluggishly translating. “Sí,” I manage, exhausting a good third of my Spanish vocabulary. I should have paid more attention in my Spanish classes. After covering The US, Italy, Hawaii, The Maldives, and Greece, it was only a matter of time before business would take me to a Spanish-speaking country.

He launches into what I assume is a well-rehearsed tourguide spiel, and I nod politely, catching maybe one word in ten. He’s rolled down his window, and although I prefer air con, I lack the energy to communicate, so I roll down my own window too.

The long-haul flight has left me feeling like a wrung-out dishrag. My tailored suit, usually a source of confidence, now feels constricting and slightly rumpled. I long for a hot shower to wash away the stale air of recycled cabin oxygen and the feeling of time zones blurring together. The thought of peeling off these clothes and slipping into something soft and comfortable is almost enough to make me groan out loud. Almost, but years of boardroom poker face prevent such displays, even in my exhausted state.

As we leave the city behind, the landscape transforms. Rolling hills blanketed in olive groves give way to craggy cliffs that plummet dramatically into the Mediterranean. The sea stretches out, a sheet of liquid sapphire that merges with the sky at the horizon. It’s breathtaking, I’ll give it that. But I’m not here for the view.

My phone buzzes. It’s New York.

“Evelyn Rothschild,” I say, my voice crisp and professional.

“Ms. Rothschild, it’s Derek. Just wanted to confirm you landed safely.”

I suppress a sigh. I’d left explicit instructions not to be bothered unless it was urgent. “I’m fine, Derek. Is there a problem?”

“No, not at all. It’s just…well, with Jessica on maternity leave, we wanted to make sure you were okay. It’s not too late to send over a temporary PA.”

My jaw tightens. I’m surrounded by some of the most capable businesspeople in New York, and they’re treating me like a lost child at summer camp. “I appreciate the concern, but I’m perfectly capable of handling this on my own,” I say. “Unless the board has any objections?”

“No, of course not. It’s just that your father always—”

“I’m not my father,” I cut him off, perhaps more sharply than necessary. I take a breath, soften my tone. “I don’t trust temps, I already told you that. Now, the Mallorca plot is a significant opportunity for us. I need everyone focused on their roles, not worrying about whether I remembered to pack sunscreen, so let’s just stick to our scheduled meetings. Understood?”

“Yes, Ms. Rothschild. Sorry for the interruption.”

I end the call, catching the taxi driver’s curious glance in the mirror. Great. Even with the language barrier, my irritation must be palpable.

My phone buzzes again, and Dad’s smiling face lights up the screen. He’s changed his profile picture to one that’s totally ridiculous, his Hawaiian shirt screaming late mid-life crisis. I let it ring out; I’m not in the mood for another lecture on work-life balance or whatever wisdom he’s peddling these days.

A moment later, a message notification pops up. It’s a picture—Dad on a yacht, his arm around a much younger woman who could easily be my contemporary. They’re both grinning into the camera, sun-kissed and carefree. The text reads: Having a blast on Ibiza! Can’t wait for you to meet Candy!

Candy. Of course her name is Candy.

I stare at the image, a knot forming in my stomach. This man, beaming next to his child-bride—as I’ve taken to calling her in my head—is barely recognizable as the father I knew. The business titan who taught me everything, who was my mentor in the cutthroat world of luxury resort development. Now he’s gallivanting around the Mediterranean while I’m left to uphold our legacy alone.

At least the company’s safe now that it’s under my control. I’ve made damn sure the gold digger can’t sink her French-manicured claws into our assets.

I type out a response, my fingers stabbing at the screen with more force than necessary: Looks lovely. Unfortunately, I’m quite busy with the Mallorca acquisition. Perhaps another time. Enjoy your trip.

I’ve managed to dodge meeting Dad’s latest squeeze for four months now, expertly maneuvering around family dinners and impromptu visits. If I have my way, I’ll stretch that streak indefinitely. The last thing I need is to watch this Candy character bat her eyelashes at my father over some overpriced tapas.

I lean back, trying to relax, and my hand drifts to my necklace. It’s a delicate gold chain with a small diamond pendant—a gift from my mother when I turned fourteen.

The taxi rounds a bend and suddenly, there it is. The Hotel Cala d’Or Royale rises from the coastline like a white mirage, its clean lines and expansive windows reflecting the sea. It’s beautiful, objectively speaking. The kind of place that would feature in luxury travel magazines. The kind of place I’ve stayed in a hundred times before.

I always stay in the best hotels; they’re a measure for the competition, a baseline we’ll surpass. By the time I’m done here, the resort my company will build is going to be far better, prettier, and more luxurious than this one, quite frankly, putting it to shame.

The blast of air conditioning as I enter the lobby is a welcome relief from the heat. The space is a study in understated luxury—all soft lighting, gleaming marble, and strategically placed orchids. A massive crystal chandelier dominates the center of the room, casting prismatic patterns across the floor. It’s nice. Professional. Exactly what I’d expect from a five-star resort.

I approach the reception desk, where a young woman with a painfully bright smile greets me. “Bienvenida! Do you have a reservation?”

“Yes,” I reply, sliding my passport across the polished desk. “Evelyn Rothschild.”

Her eyes widen slightly at the name. Good. Reputation still counts for something.

“Of course, Ms. Rothschild. We’ve been expecting you. I hope your journey was pleasant?”

I nod, impatient to get to my room, have a shower, and start preparing for tomorrow’s viewing. “It was fine, thank you.”

She taps away at her computer, the clickety-clack of manicured nails on keys setting my teeth on edge. “I see you’ll be staying with us for…oh my, two months? That’s wonderful. We don’t often have guests stay quite so long.”

I force a smile. “I’m here on business.”

“Ah, of course. Well, we have you in one of our premium ocean-view suites. I’m sure you’ll find it most comfortable. Would you like an overview of our amenities? We have a world-class spa, three restaurants including a Michelin-starred—”

“That won’t be necessary,” I interrupt, holding out my hand for the key card. “I’m familiar with the property.”

She blinks, momentarily thrown off her script. “Oh. Well, if there’s anything you need during your stay, please don’t hesitate to ask. We’re here to make your time with us as pleasant as possible.”

I take the key card, already turning toward the elevators. “Thank you. I’m sure it will be fine. Could you send a pot of strong, black coffee up to my room, please? A pot, not a cup.”

Chapter 2 – Val

The ice-cold cerveza slides down my throat, and I let out a contented sigh. After twenty-plus hours of travel from San Francisco, this feels like pure heaven.

I’m perched on a wooden stool at the edge of a small, open-air hotel bar. It’s nothing fancy—just a rectangular platform built right into the rocky coastline. The bar has a thatched roof and is surrounded by a few dining tables that look out over the vast Mediterranean. Rough-hewn steps carved into the rock lead down to the water, and the whole setup is delightfully rustic.

“Otra?” the bartender asks, gesturing to my nearly empty glass.

I grin at him. “Por favor.”

As he pours me another, I take in the view. The sun is setting, painting the sky in a riot of pinks and oranges that reflect off the water. A few small fishing boats bob in the distance. It’s postcard-perfect, sure, but there’s an authenticity here that you can’t manufacture. This is the real Mallorca, not some sanitized tourist version. And best of all, I can see Cormoran Island from here, a small, inhabited island that has recently been opened for commercial development through a government-initiated Request for Proposals. The local authorities have designated the island as a Special Economic Zone for tourism, inviting developers to submit plans for resort projects. The winning bid will be granted a long-term lease and various tax incentives, and I have my eyes on the prize.

“How long will you stay in Majorca?” the bartender asks as he slides my fresh beer across the bar top.

I shake my head. “I’m not sure yet. I’m here for work, actually. But when work looks like this…” I gesture to the stunning view, “it’s hard to complain.”

He laughs, a warm, rich sound. “I’m Mateo,” he says, extending a hand.

“Val,” I reply, shaking it.

“So, Val,” he continues, leaning on the bar. It’s a quiet evening, and he seems in the mood to chat. That’s fine by me—talking to locals is half the reason I love what I do. “What kind of work brings you to our little corner of paradise?”

I take another sip of my beer, considering how to explain. “I’m in sustainable resort development,” I start. “Basically, I create eco-friendly resorts that work with the environment instead of against it.”

Mateo’s eyebrows rise. “Interesting. We don’t see many of those around here. We are one of a handful on the island. Are we going to be in competition?”

“Not quite,” I say. “No offence, but our price points will be quite different. That is, if I manage to secure the plot. I’m here to pitch a project for that island over there.”

Recognition dawns on Mateo’s face as I point to it. “Ah, Illa Cormoran. Yes, there’s been much talk about that. Some are excited for the jobs it might bring, others…” He trails off, shrugging.

I lean in, genuinely curious. “Others?”

Mateo glances around, then lowers his voice slightly. “Some worry about outsiders coming in, changing things. We’ve seen what big resorts can do to our coastline.”

I nod, as it’s a concern I’ve heard before. “That’s exactly what I’m trying to avoid,” I explain. “Although my resorts are high end with the emphasis on privacy, they’re designed to blend in, to enhance what’s already there instead of replacing it. We use local materials, employ local people, and most importantly, our resorts are sustainable. The goal is to create something that benefits everyone—visitors and residents alike.”

“And this is your own business? You look so young to be doing such big things. More like a surfer girl than a businesswoman,” he adds with a chuckle.

“I’m twenty-eight.” I smile proudly. “I built my first resort with the help of crowdfunding in Hawaii six years ago. Then I opened my second resort on the Greek island of Santorini, and hopefully, Cormoran Island will be my third.”

“And your resorts are turning a profit?” Mateo asks.

“They’re doing very well. And not only that, but we’ve got a ninety-five percent average approval rating from the local community.”

He whistles low. “That’s not easy to achieve.”

“Exactly,” I agree. “I’m proud of it. But here in Mallorca, I’m up against some big resort chains, so it won’t be easy. I can only hope the local authorities prefer my approach of preserving the island.”

Mateo nods. “So you’ll be staying with us?”

“Yes. I’ve booked a room here for a month, but who knows? If things go my way, I could be here much longer.” A gust of wind sweeps through the bar, carrying with it the scent of salt and sunbaked earth. I close my eyes for a moment, breathing it in. This. This is what I want to capture, to share. When I open my eyes, I catch Mateo watching me with an amused expression.

“You look like you belong here,” he says.

“Sun, sea, nature… What’s not to love?” I smile. “Do you know where I can rent a boat to check out the island tomorrow?”

“Sure.” Mateo pours himself a small beer and takes a sip. “I can take you, if you want. I start work at midday, but I’m free in the morning. My parents have a small boat—my father uses it for fishing. Unless you’re looking for something fancy?”

“No, that would be fantastic,” I say, clinking my glass against his. “I’ll pay you, of course.”

“No need. I like being on the water. I don’t do it often enough.”

Sensing there’s no point arguing with him, I shoot him a grateful smile. “Fine, then I’ll pay you in tips. I have a feeling I’ll be spending a lot of time on this barstool.”

Mateo laughs and taps the piggy bank on the counter. “Tips are always welcome.” He greets a Spanish-speaking family who take their seats at one of the tables by the water and heads over to bring them menus.

I’m tempted to get my laptop from my room and do some prep work for tomorrow, but I refrain. I’ve been traveling and I’m tired, so I deserve a break, and besides, there’s not much I can add to my already polished business plan until I’ve seen the island firsthand. No, everything can wait, I decide. For now, I just want to soak up the atmosphere and work up the inspiration for what will be a challenging and exciting time ahead.

Mateo gestures in my direction as he chats to the family, no doubt passing on what I just told him, and they nod, smiling at me. There’s curiosity in their looks but also a hint of wariness, and I don’t blame them. They’ve probably seen their fair share of developers come through, making big promises and leaving even bigger scars on the island. I resist the urge to go over and introduce myself properly. It’s best to wait until I win the pitch. Because I will win.

A group of young women takes up residence at a nearby table, and I my gaze lingers on one of them, appreciating more than just the local scenery. When she meets my eyes, I quickly look away, reminding myself that I’m here to work, not to get distracted by beautiful women.

More patrons arrive and someone produces a guitar. Soon, the air is filled with the strains of Spanish music, mingling with the chatter and laughter of the crowd. Immensely pleased with my choice of accommodation, I hum along as I pick up a menu from the bar. The descriptions are in both Spanish and English, and I’m particularly drawn to the unfamiliar local dishes.

“What do you recommend?” I ask Mateo. “I’m looking for something typically Mallorcan.”

He pauses, reading along. “For a true taste of Mallorca…” He taps the menu. “I’d suggest the Tumbet. It’s a traditional vegetable dish—layers of potatoes, eggplant, and red peppers, all locally grown, topped with a rich tomato sauce.”

“Sounds delicious,” I say, already feeling my mouth water.

“Or,” he continues, “if you’re in the mood for seafood, try the Llampuga amb Pebres. It’s mahi-mahi fish with red peppers. It’s a seasonal dish, and it’s the perfect time for it.”

I consider for a moment, torn between the options. “You know what? I think I’ll have both.”

Mateo grins. “Excellent choice. I’ll let the kitchen know.” He hesitates for a second, then adds, “And maybe a small plate of bread with olive oil, tomato, and a bit of salt? It’s a staple here.”

Chapter 3 – Evelyn

The purr of the engine fades to a whisper as the luxury speedboat slows to a stop. I stand at the bow, my eyes fixed on the chunk of rock rising from the azure waters before us. Cormoran Island. My future masterpiece.

“This is as close as we can get, Ms. Rothschild,” the captain calls out from behind the polished helm. He’s a grizzled old sea dog, all leathery skin and salt-and-pepper beard, probably been navigating these waters since before I was born.

I nod, not taking my eyes off the island. It’s smaller than I expected, a jagged silhouette against the cloudless sky. A handful of pine trees crown its peak, but apart from that, it looks quite bare from here. Bare is good, though. There will be less to remove.

“What can you tell me about it?” I ask, leaning on the boat’s railing.

The captain joins me, his eyes squinting against the glare of the sun on water. “Not much to tell, really. It’s uninhabited, except for the goats.”

I turn to him, one eyebrow raised. “Goats?”

He nods, a hint of amusement in expression. “Yes, mountain goats. No one knows how they got here, but they’ve made the place their home. Hardy little buggers.”

“How many?”

He shrugs. “No idea. Not many people visit the island because there’s no beach or pier. It’s a popular spot for yachts to anchor, though. It’s great for snorkeling around here.”

I file that information away. Snorkeling? Great. I already knew that, though. Goats? Not so much. I wonder how the local authorities would feel about us removing them, but there’s no space for goats in a luxury resort.

“And how am I supposed to get onto the island?” I ask, eyeing the distance between our boat and the rocky shore.

The captain’s lips twitch. “You’ll have to wade a bit, I’m afraid. I can’t get any closer without damaging the hull.”

I look down at my outfit—crisp white palazzo pants and a sleeveless blouse. Not exactly wading attire. I’m not sure what I expected, but it wasn’t this. Suppressing a sigh, I bend down to roll up my pants. The fabric resists, clearly not designed for such treatment, but I manage to get them just above my knees before giving up. It’ll have to do.

“I don’t suppose you have any water shoes on board?” I ask, already knowing the answer.

The captain shakes his head. “Afraid not, Ms. Rothschild. Would you like a life vest?”

“No, thank you. I’ll be fine.”

I slip off my sandals, hooking them onto my fingers along with my phone, and with as much dignity as I can muster, I climb down the retractable steps and into the water. It’s cooler than I expected, sending a shock up my legs. The seabed is uneven, rocks and pebbles shifting under my feet with each step as the water reaches up to my thighs, soaking my pants despite my best efforts.

By the time I reach the shore, I’m wet and my feet are scraped and sore, but I’ve made it. I turn back to the boat, raising a hand in a brief wave to the captain. He returns the gesture, then settles back into his leather captain’s chair and lights a cigarette, apparently content to wait out my exploration.

The climb up is steep and treacherous. Loose rocks skitter away under my feet, and holding my phone, I have to use my free hand to steady myself against larger boulders. My clothes, damp with seawater and now streaked with dust, cling uncomfortably to my skin. I can feel a blister forming on my heel where my wet foot is rubbing against my sandal.

This had better be worth it, I think grimly as I haul myself up over a particularly challenging outcrop. Building sites are never a walk in the park, but I can’t say I’ve had a viewing quite like this before.

Finally, mercifully, the ground begins to level out. I straighten up, brush off my hands, and take stock of my surroundings. The vegetation is sparse up here, mostly scrubby bushes and the occasional stunted tree. But the view… The view is something else entirely.

I turn slowly, taking it all in. To the east, the coastline of Mallorca stretches out, a patchwork of sandy beaches and rocky cliffs. To the west, there’s nothing but open sea, blue fading into deeper blue, and the morning sun bathes everything in a golden light.

A smile tugs at my lips. This is why I do what I do. This untamed beauty, this raw potential. I can already see it in my mind’s eye—a series of luxury villas cascading down the hillside, each with its own infinity pool mirroring the sea. A discreet funicular to ferry guests up from a small, private marina, and maybe a helipad. It would be the ultimate getaway.

I snap a few photos to send back to the design team. They’ll need to see this, to understand what we’re working with. The terrain will be a challenge, but that’s what makes it exciting. Anyone can build a resort on a flat, sandy surface, but this? This will be something else.

Lost in my vision, I don’t notice the soft sound of hooves on stone until it’s too late. A sudden chorus of bleating makes me whirl around, nearly losing my footing on the uneven ground.

There, not ten feet away, is a small herd of goats. They’re shaggy, wild-looking things with curved horns. For a moment, we just stare at each other, equally startled by the unexpected encounter.

“Well,” I say, trying to regain my composure. “I suppose you must be the mysterious inhabitants.”

One of the goats—the largest, possibly the leader of the herd—takes a step forward, lowering its head slightly. Is it challenging me? Greeting me? Is it curious? I don’t know anything about goats and find myself at a loss.

“Listen,” I continue, feeling slightly ridiculous for talking to a goat but unable to stop myself. “I know this is your home, but things are going to be changing around here. Progress, you understand? It’s nothing personal, so please don’t look at me like that.”

The goat bleats, a sound that seems almost dismissive. Then, as if on some silent signal, the whole herd begins to pick its way up the hill, leaving me alone.

I watch them go with a touch of amusement at the absurdity of the situation. But also, unexpectedly, a twinge of…something else. Guilt? Regret? I push the feeling aside. I’m here to do a job, not to worry about the feelings of a bunch of feral goats.

Turning back to the view, I force myself to refocus. I need to survey the entire island, get a feel for the topography, the best sites, the potential challenges. Other developers will be circling like sharks, eager to snap up this prime piece of real estate.

I start to make my way along the ridge, my eyes scanning the landscape, my mind racing with plans and possibilities. Every so often, I catch a glimpse of movement out of the corner of my eye—a flash of fur, the glint of a horn in the sunlight. The goats are following me, I realize. Observing from a distance, silent and wary.

I ignore them and crest a small rise, struck anew by the beauty of this place. The way the sunlight glints off the water, the rugged charm of the unspoiled landscape. For a brief moment, I allow myself to see it through different eyes. Not as a developer sizing up a potential goldmine, but as…well, as a goat, I suppose. As a creature who calls this place home. I notice the way certain plants cling tenaciously to seemingly barren rock. The complex network of paths the goats have worn into the hillsides. The unexpected splash of color from hardy wildflowers pushing up through a crack in the stone.

A patch of lusher vegetation catches my attention, standing out against the scrubby bushes and stunted trees that dominate the landscape. Intrigued, I make my way toward it, carefully picking my path. As I get closer, I hear it before I see it—a faint trickling sound that grows louder with each step.

Pushing aside some dense foliage, I find a small, hidden grotto. There, emerging from a crack in the rocky face of a cliff is a spring. Clear water seeps out of the stone, forming a pool before trickling down in a narrow stream.

The area around the spring is vibrant green. Ferns and moss cover the damp rocks, and small, delicate flowers dot the surrounding area, adding color to the scene. The pool itself is no larger than a generous-size hot tub, its surface mirror-smooth except where the water bubbles up from the rock. It’s deep enough that I can’t see the bottom clearly, the water taking on a mysterious, dark-blue hue in its depths.

Excitement causes a flutter in my belly. I knew the island had a water source, but this is seriously charming. People with money like this kind of stuff. They want their luxuries, but they also want to feel like they’re part of something special.

After snapping more pictures, I head back to the ridge, mentally running through the possibilities. A luxury spa built around the spring, perhaps? I’ll have to ask my team to amend the plans in the next twenty-four hours. Or maybe we could bottle the water as an exclusive amenity for our guests. The marketing potential alone is enough to make me smile.

Another boat, smaller and less ostentatious than the one I arrived in, is heading toward the island. On board is a young couple, by the looks of it, and the woman is undressing, perhaps about to go for a swim.

Then, a familiar sound stops me in my tracks. Bleating. And it’s close.

I turn slowly to find the herd of goats I saw before and some more, right behind me. I thought they were wary of me, but they don’t seem intimidated at all anymore.

“Easy now,” I say. I take a step back, and they take a step forward. One of the larger goats, a particularly shaggy creature with impressive horns, approaches me boldly. It stretches out its neck, sniffing at my clothes, then suddenly butts its head against my thigh. Is he attacking?

Panic overrides reason, and I clumsily start climbing down as fast as I can. It’s madness, I know. These sure-footed creatures have a clear advantage on this treacherous terrain. My feet slip and slide on the loose rocks as I half stumble down the slope.

The sound of hooves on stone follows me, and I don’t dare look back, focusing all my energy on not falling. I’m almost down. Safety. Without breaking stride, I plunge into the sea, fully clothed, and swim with desperate strokes toward the boat.

Only when the captain’s helped me back in do I risk a glance back. The goats have stopped at the water’s edge, watching me with what I swear looks like smug satisfaction.

“Everything all right, Ms. Rothschild?” the captain asks, poorly concealing his amusement.

I push my wet hair out of my face and muster what dignity I can. “Perfectly fine, thank you. I just…” I glance at my phone, clenched in my fist. “Fuck. My phone is wet.”

“It will be okay. They’re sturdy these days.” He takes it from me, dries it off on a towel, then hands me a fresh one. “I’ll leave it to dry in the sun.”

“Hey, lady! Are you okay?” the woman in the other boat yells.

“Yes, thank you,” I say, thoroughly embarrassed as I dry myself off. I don’t feel like socializing, and I certainly don’t need strangers worrying over me, but it’s too late. They’re already making their way over to us.

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Read the first 2 chapters of Mistletoe Motel!

Chapter 1 – Mack

The crackle of the airport’s PA system cut through the low hum of conversation in Watertown Regional Airport’s small terminal. Mack Harper looked up from her laptop, her fingers freezing mid-type.

“Attention passengers,” a tinny voice announced, the speaker’s forced cheerfulness barely masking their frustration. “Due to the winter storm, we regret to inform you that all flights scheduled for the next three hours have been cancelled. We apologize for any inconvenience. Please check with your airline’s desk for rebooking options.”

A collective groan rose from the scattered passengers. Mack slammed her laptop shut, shoving it into her messenger bag as she scrambled to her feet. She wasn’t about to let a little snow keep her from making it to Minneapolis for Christmas. Her sister’s baby was due any day now, and Mack had promised she’d be there.

She joined the quickly forming line at the airline desk, her hand instinctively moving to push back her teal-dyed hair. Tapping her foot impatiently, she glanced at her smartwatch and sighed. Yes, the storm was raging outside—in fact, she was lucky they were able to land here for her change over in the first place—but if she could just get on the next available flight, she might still make it home today.

Mack stepped up to the desk, flashing what she hoped was a winning smile at the tired-looking attendant. “Hi, any chance there’s a seat left on the six-p.m. flight to Minneapolis?”

“You’re in luck.” The attendant tapped away at her keyboard. “We do have one seat remaining. Let me just—”

“Excuse me,” a voice interrupted from behind Mack. “I couldn’t help overhearing. Is there really only one seat left?”

Mack turned to see a young Asian American woman with a glossy black bob and dark eyes filled with worry.

“I’m sorry,” the attendant said, “but yes, we only have one seat available in economy. And this passenger,” she gestured to Mack, “is currently booking it.”

“Please.” The woman stepped closer to the desk, practically pushing Mack to the side. “I really need to get to Minneapolis. It’s extremely important. Isn’t there anything you can do?”

Mack felt a twinge of sympathy, but she squashed it down. “I’m sorry,” she said, trying to keep her voice neutral, “but I also need to get to Minneapolis. It’s important for me too.”

“You don’t understand. I have to be there for Christmas, and I’m a business-class passenger. I’ve paid more for my flight, so surely, that counts for something?”

Suppressing an urge to roll her eyes, Mack shook her head. “Everyone here needs to get home for Christmas, princess. Sorry. This seat is mine.”

“Don’t ‘princess’ me. How dare you! You don’t know me.” The woman’s expression hardened. “Fine,” she spat. “Enjoy your flight.”

“I’m not sure what makes her think she’s special,” Mack mumbled to the attendant, who had watched the exchange with a weary expression.

“I heard that!” the woman yelled over her shoulder as she stormed off. “Karma’s a bitch and you have it coming.”

Mack sighed and ignored the comment. “I’ll take the seat.” Behind her, she heard sighs and curses from other passengers who would be stuck in Watertown. She’d be late for dinner with her family, but at least she would make it home.

As the attendant processed her booking, Mack glanced in the direction the woman had gone. She spotted her on the phone in a corner, waving her hands around, no doubt cursing her to whoever she was talking to.

“Here you go, Ms. Harper. Merry Christmas.”

“Thank you. And Merry Christmas to you too.” Mack shot the attendant a sympathetic smile as she gestured to the queue behind her. “I hope they don’t give you too much of a hard time.”

With her new boarding pass in hand, she searched for a place to wait for her flight, but with the airport at maximum capacity, all seats were taken and she had to settle for the floor. Leaving from Seattle this morning, it had been a long day already, but she figured she’d use her time wisely to tie up loose ends at work before Christmas.

As a software engineer for a promising tech startup, Mack had been working on an innovative AI-driven personal assistant app. The project was designed to anticipate users’ needs based on their daily routines, calendar events, and even subtle changes in their tone of voice in order to assess their mental health. It was cutting-edge stuff, pushing the boundaries of natural language processing and machine learning.

The trip to Seattle had been to iron out some bugs in the speech recognition module. Mack had spent long days and even longer nights hunched over her laptop, tweaking algorithms and refining code. She’d made significant progress, but there were still a few persistent issues that needed addressing before the app could move to beta testing.

Half an hour crawled by, and then the PA system crackled to life once more.

“Attention passengers. We regret to inform you that due to worsening weather conditions, all remaining flights for today have been cancelled. The airport will be closing shortly. Our airline representatives will be available at the customer service desk to assist you with rebooking options and to provide information on discounted hotel rates for stranded passengers. We are working with local hotels to secure rooms, but please be aware that availability may be limited due to high demand. We apologize for the inconvenience and thank you for your understanding.”

The announcement hit Mack like a punch to the gut. She sat there, stunned, as chaos erupted around her. Passengers rushed to the airline desks, voices rising in anger and desperation. But Mack knew it was pointless. Long queues were already forming, and by the time it was her turn, there wouldn’t be any rooms left. She was stranded in Watertown, South Dakota, and she had to find a place to stay.

She pulled out her phone to call her sister, but the call wouldn’t go through. “Great,” she muttered, “cell towers must be down.” The airport Wi-Fi was down too, and her hotel booking app didn’t respond. While she kept trying to connect, Mack overheard fragments of conversations around her. Everyone was nervous about securing accommodations for the night. She heard mentions of the Watertown Inn, the Pine Lodge, something called the Mistletoe Motel, and several other motels outside town.

The reality of her situation crashed down on her. She needed to call her family, find a place to stay, figure out how to get to Minneapolis if the storm persisted tomorrow. Noting some people were already rushing outside toward the taxi stand, she decided she couldn’t afford to waste any more time. Not in Watertown while hundreds of passengers were stranded.

The blast of icy wind nearly knocked Mack off her feet as she stepped outside. Snow whirled around her, reducing visibility to mere feet. The world beyond was a blank white canvas, the familiar shapes of cars and buildings obscured by the relentless snowfall. The biting cold stung her exposed skin, and she pulled her scarf up over her nose.

As she trudged toward the taxi stand, her boots crunched through several inches of fresh powder. The wind howled, drowning out the sounds of frustrated travelers behind her. Snowflakes clung to her eyelashes, and she blinked rapidly, squinting against the onslaught.

The yellow glow of taxi headlights pierced through the white curtain ahead, and she quickened her pace. The race for shelter was only beginning.

Chapter 2 – Holly

Holly pushed open the door of the motel, a gust of icy wind following her inside. The warmth of the small lobby was a welcome relief, but the interior did little to lift her spirits. Her eyes were drawn to a tacky sign above the reception desk—Mistletoe Motel written in garish red and green letters.

“Welcome to the Mistletoe Motel,” a cheery woman greeted her. “My name is Maude. How can I help you?” Maude lowered her reading glasses to the tip of her nose and peered over them. Her bleached perm sat atop her head like a tightly coiled cloud, each curl frozen in place, and she wore a sweater featuring a three-dimensional Christmas tree complete with actual tiny ornaments dangling from the knitted branches

“Hi, Maude.” Holly suppressed a grin as she lowered her eyes to the nametag that said Maude Mistletoe, General Manager. “I need a room for the night.” She brushed the snow from her coat. “Please tell me you have something available.”

“That depends.” Maude tapped at her computer. “We only have Room Fifteen available, and that’s because it’s temporarily been taken out of our booking system. It needs repairs,” she explained. “But considering the circumstances, we could rent it to you at a lower rate. At least you’ll have a bed for the night.”

“Great, thank you so much.” Holly breathed a sigh of relief. After being turned away from two other hotels and an inn, she was starting to worry she’d end up having to beg strangers for shelter. “I’ll take it,” she said, reaching for her wallet.

As Maude processed her booking, Holly glanced around the reception area. “So, is it always the Mistletoe Motel?” she asked. “Or do you just change the name for Christmas?”

Maude chuckled. “Oh no, it’s the official name. But the decorations don’t go up until November. It adds to the festive cheer, don’t you think?”

Festive cheer was certainly one way to describe it, Holly thought, taking in the overwhelming Christmas explosion around her. The lobby was a cacophony of clashing colors and mismatched decorations, as if Santa’s workshop had vomited all over it.

The centerpiece was an enormous artificial Christmas tree that dominated half the space, its plastic branches sagging under the weight of countless ornaments. Tinsel in every shade imaginable was haphazardly draped over the tree, interspersed with blinking lights that seemed to be having seizures rather than twinkling merrily. At the top, a lopsided angel with a slightly sinister smile presided over the chaos.

The walls, barely visible beneath the decorations, were covered in faded wallpaper featuring a random pattern of pine trees. Strings of popcorn and cranberries zigzagged across the ceiling, intersecting with drooping paper chains and several pairs of stuffed elf legs sticking out as if they’d fallen through from the attic.

Every available surface was cluttered with an assortment of Christmas knickknacks. Snow globes of varying sizes crowded the reception desk, and a collection of nutcrackers stood guard along the windowsill.

The air was thick with the competing scents of cinnamon, pine, and what Holly suspected was a liberal application of Febreze to mask less festive odors. A small radio on the desk played “Jingle Bell Rock” at a volume just loud enough to be annoying.

The two plastic chairs in the waiting area hadn’t escaped the holiday treatment either. They were draped with red and green covers, each adorned with a small wreath that had seen better days. Between them stood a tiny table offering a plate of cookies, disposable plastic cups, and a thermos.

Despite the overwhelming assault on her senses, Holly felt a twinge of amusement. There was something endearing about the sheer enthusiasm behind the decorations, even if the execution left much to be desired. It was clear that someone—probably Maude—had poured their heart into creating this winter wonderland, however misguided the result might be.

The door behind her swung open, letting in another blast of cold air, and Holly turned to see a familiar face—the woman from the airport, the one who got the last seat on the flight to Minneapolis. Her beanie and teal hair sticking out from underneath it were dusted with snow, her cheeks flushed from the cold.

Their eyes met, and Holly felt a mixture of emotions—frustration at her situation, a twinge of guilt for how she had acted at the airport, and, she had to admit, a bit of smug satisfaction. Karma, indeed.

She turned back to Maude, taking her key card. “Sorry,” she said to the newcomer, unable to keep a small smile from her face. “Last room.”

The woman looked like she was about to burst into tears. “Are you sure?” she asked Maude. “Is there anywhere else I can try? All flights have been cancelled. The airport’s closing.”

Maude shook her head. “I doubt it. By now, the hotels in town are booked solid with stranded travelers.”

“What about a rental car?” she asked, desperation creeping into her voice. “I could try driving to the next town.”

“Car rental’s closed by now,” Maude said. “And even if it weren’t, driving in this weather would be madness, but don’t worry. There is another option,” she offered. “The church is providing shelter. You’d have to sleep on the floor, but at least you’d be safe and warm. They’ll have coffee and cake too. They’re always prepared to welcome stranded travelers during storms.”

Mack nodded slowly, seeming to accept her fate. She turned to leave, and Holly was struck by how defeated she looked. A wave of conflicting emotions washed over her. Part of her wanted to relish in this karmic twist, a petty revenge for the woman’s earlier behavior at the airport. But as she watched Mack’s shoulders slump, guilt began to gnaw at her. Holly thought about her own relief just moments ago when Maude offered her the last room. She imagined spending the night on a cold church floor, surrounded by strangers, while outside a blizzard raged. It wasn’t right. Yes, the woman had been rude earlier, but did she really deserve this? Besides, she’d been rude herself, and fair was fair. She’d been behind her in the queue, and it wasn’t just Holly who needed to get home for Christmas.

Holly’s mind raced, weighing her desire for a peaceful night alone against her conscience. She thought about her parents—devout Christians who had taught her to always help those in need. What would they think if they knew she had left someone out in the cold?

With a mix of reluctance and resolve, Holly made her decision, and before she could change her mind, she called out to her. “Wait…”

The woman turned back, surprise on her face.

“Does the room have one or two beds?” Holly asked Maude.

“There’s one bed.” Maude smiled. “But it’s king-size. Are you willing to share?”

Holly took a deep breath, hardly believing what she was about to say. “Sure. It’s only one night.” She met the woman’s eyes and shrugged. “If you want.”

The woman’s eyes widened and she stared at Holly for a beat, as if gauging if this was some cruel joke.

“I mean it,” Holly assured her, then pointed to the window. A taxi was pulling up and people were rushing out. “Make up your mind before I offer it to someone else.”

“No, I’d love to,” the woman said quickly. “Thank you, that’s so kind of you. I’d be very grateful. I just…you know, after what happened at the airport, I didn’t think you’d…” She bit her lip and winced. “Anyway, we can talk about that later. I’m Mack.”

“Hi, Mack. I’m Holly.” She wasn’t looking forward to sharing a bed with her, but it wasn’t like it could get any worse, and part of her wanted to show Mack that she wasn’t a princess.

Maude let out a shriek of joy and clapped her hands together. “Now that’s the Christmas spirit!” She prepared another key card and handed it to Mack. “We don’t serve food, I’m afraid, but there’s a convenience store nearby, and I’ll ask housekeeping to bring some extra coffee, tea, and instant cocoa to your room. She’s on her break now, but she’ll be back shortly.”

“Thank you, Maude. You’ve been amazing.” Holly hesitated as she swung her weekend bag over her shoulder. “Just out of curiosity…what’s wrong with the room? Is the toilet in working order?”

“Yes, the toilet and electrics should be fine,” Maude said. “Just some damages to the interior, but nothing that will keep you from a good night’s sleep.” She leaned in, lowering her voice. “And don’t you worry about a thing, girls. Either my husband or I will be at the front desk all through the night. If you need anything at all, just come on down and we’ll take care of you.”

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Read the first three chapters of Red Rock Ranch!

Chapter 1 – Dakota

“Come on, Henry. You can do this.” The engine of the old pickup truck protests, and although I’m ever the optimist, something tells me I may not make it to Vegas. The plan was to drive there with my belongings in the back, then sell the truck and buy a smaller, more practical car. All I need is to make it to the city. My friends warned me against arranging the move myself, but Henry’s never let me down before, so I thought I’d take a chance and save myself a ton of money.

“Please, Henry,” I beg when he stutters again. “Please, please, please. Not here.”

I shouldn’t have taken a detour, but the desert is supposed to be beautiful during sunset. I wanted to take in the scenery while driving toward my new life, so I made the stupid decision to turn off the desolate highway onto a narrow dirt road.

It was spectacular indeed. The sun, a fiery ball of orange, glowed low on the horizon while the sky was ablaze with color. But then the engine light started blinking, and now my eyes are fixated on the dashboard instead. It’s been red for a few weeks, but it never blinked until five minutes ago. I’m miles from the highway, and I haven’t seen a car in the past twenty minutes. Why did I go into the desert today of all days? I could’ve booked a tour from Vegas once I was settled or driven here after I bought a new car.

I turn and head back in the direction I came from. If I break down, the chances of someone passing are much better closer to the highway. Besides regretting my decision to venture off-plan, my eyes feel dry, and my muscles are aching. The thought of stopping for a rest is enticing, but I’m afraid Henry will give up the ghost entirely if I do so. I’m in the middle of nowhere, and I doubt anyone will find me here tonight.

The low sun casts long shadows across the barren landscape, and darkness is falling way faster than I anticipated. My satnav doesn’t work here, I have zero bars on my phone, and although it seemed pretty straightforward to navigate the few roads, in the darkening landscape, it’s not so simple anymore. Was I driving toward the sunset, or was the sun to my right? Reaching one of the crossroads, I’m confused, and through my growing unease, I can’t remember which way to turn.

Think, Dakota.

I turn left, following the road, but I don’t recognize anything. I suspect I went the wrong way, as I should have reached the highway by now. Didn’t I pass a weird rock formation that looked like an elephant? There was a single shoe in the middle of the road too, but I don’t see it. Realizing I’ve lost all sense of direction and that I have no clue how to get back to the highway, panic takes over.

It’s crazy how dark it gets once the sun has set, and even with my lights on, I can barely see anything. Am I still on the road, or am I literally crossing the desert now? I suddenly feel a sharp jolt, and then the truck starts pulling to one side. The steering wheel vibrates while I step on the brakes until we stop. What was that?

Startled and shaky, I turn off the engine and blow out my cheeks. I can hear it through my open windows; there’s a hissing sound coming from the right back tire.

Getting out and using the torch on my phone to inspect it, I see it’s been ripped or punctured by something and it’s completely flat. “Fuck!” I curse out loud, then wince at the sound of my voice cutting through the silence.

I have a spare tire with me, but I never bothered to buy a new jack after a friend borrowed mine. Even if I did have a jack, I’ve never changed a tire before; I always relied on roadside assistance in California. Would they come all the way out here? And where is here, anyway? Even if I could call for help—which I can’t, I establish when I check my network again—what would I say when they ask me where I am? Somewhere in the desert near Vegas? It couldn’t possibly get any vaguer than that.

“This is bad, Henry,” I mutter, then let out a long sigh. Leaning against the pickup, I contemplate what to do. Should I start walking and hope to find a sign of life somewhere? Or would that be the worst possible idea? If I lost my truck too, I’d be in serious trouble. At least I have water and blankets in the back, so it’s probably wise to stay here until the morning when I can see where I’m going. Besides, it’s eerie out here in the dark, and I don’t feel safe. The only sound is that of lizards slipping past or the intermittent gusts of wind that send tumbleweeds scurrying across my feet. A vast expanse of nothingness stretches for miles in every direction, only broken up by the occasional cactus or yucca plant, standing tall and proud in the harsh environment. They look like figures, their twisted branches reaching out like arms ready to grab anyone who comes near, and the sight of them is unsettling.

What about coyotes? They live in the desert, don’t they? And scorpions? That thought makes my heart race as I glance down at my feet in the flimsy flip-flops I’m wearing. Rattlesnakes? I curl my toes and point my torch toward the ground, and within seconds, I’m back in the pickup.

I couldn’t have messed up more if I tried. On Monday, I’m supposed to start my new job, and I need time to get settled into my apartment. What if no one finds me over the weekend and I don’t show up for my first day at work? What if no one finds me at all? What if I die out here? My stomach tightens, and I remind myself that doom thinking won’t get me anywhere. Mom will get worried; I promised to call her when I reached Vegas, and if she doesn’t hear from me, she’ll alert the police, so hopefully, they’ll come looking for me.

I’m going to sit here until it gets light, I decide, and if I climb onto the roof in the morning, I might be able to see the highway. If not, I’ll wait until someone comes to the rescue. Yes, that’s better. That’s a safe plan.

Something flashes in the dark, and I narrow my eyes as I focus on the direction it came from. Did I imagine it? I’m getting pretty tired and suspect my mind is playing tricks on me, but then I see it again, and there are two lights this time.

“Help! Over here!” I yell out of the window. “Help!” The lights seem to change direction, so I turn on the headlights and honk the horn over and over, until the lights—there are at least five now—come closer. They move in a funny way, almost in a swaying, drunk motion, and when their silhouettes come into clear view, I realize they’re horseback riders with lights attached to their cowboy hats. Then my relief is replaced by fear. How do I know if I can trust them? Is there such a thing as desert pirates? Could they be bad people? As they near, I see two of them are women, and that brings me some comfort, so I get out and wave at them.

“Hey, ma’am.” The woman who rides up front taps her hat. “Are you lost?”

“Yeah, you could say that.” I point to my pickup. “And I’ve got a flat. I must’ve hit something—I couldn’t see much in the dark. I have a spare, but I don’t have a jack, and there’s something wrong with my engine too.”

“Okay…” The woman glances over her shoulder and addresses the group. “Do you guys mind waiting for a minute?” She turns back to me, comes closer, and glances curiously at the full trunk of my pickup. “Were you planning on vacationing out here or something? Because it’s prohibited to camp in this part of the desert, and it’s also unsafe with all the critters.”

“No. I was on my way to Vegas. I’m moving there.”

“Oh.” She arches a brow. “Why on earth did you go off-road in the dark?”

“I wanted to see the sunset,” I say sheepishly and blush when the group chuckles.

“God, you couldn’t have fucked up worse.” The woman looks amused. “Right. Well, I’m in the middle of something, so I can’t help you right now, but if you go and sit in your truck and lock the doors, I’ll be back for you in about three hours.”

“Thank you.” I cross my heart and give her a smile. “Thank you so, so much. I can pay you.”

“Don’t worry about it. Now stay inside with those open-toed sandals. I don’t want to return to find you poisoned or worse.” She turns her horse and beckons to her companions to do the same. “Three hours. I promise I’ll come back.”

Chapter 2 – Frankie

When I return to the stranded pickup after midnight, the woman looks like she’d hug me if I wasn’t sitting on a huge stallion.

“Thank you so, so much,” she says again, smiling with relief. She has a nice, open smile that lights up her face as she shades her eyes from the bright spotlight on my hat.

“Don’t sweat it. Do you have any other shoes in the back? Trainers or something?”

“Yes, I do.” She jumps into action, climbing into the back of her pickup that’s packed to the brim and roots through her cases. I shine my flashlight on her and take in the contents. Boxes, suitcases, bags, a TV, lamps, and even some furniture are piled up in a way that’s definitely not safe for the road. I never questioned her when she said she was moving; she doesn’t strike me as a thief or a drifter, but I’m still baffled at the idiocy of her going off-road in the dark. Everyone knows it’s a bad idea unless you know the desert inside out, like me.

“Found them!” She triumphantly holds up a pair of white sneakers and socks, then perches on what looks like a nightstand to put them on. “Will my stuff be safe here overnight? My whole life is in the back of this truck.”

“I can’t promise you that, but I think it will be fine. We’ll head out early to change your tire and drive it back to the ranch. I’ll have a look at your engine there. It’s easier.” I grin when she jumps off her truck and stares up at me and then Texas, my loyal companion. “Do you ride?” I ask.

“No.” Her eyes widen. “Oh…you want me to get on?”

“Ideally, yes,” I say with a chuckle. “It’s a long walk to the ranch.” Assessing her, I decide she doesn’t look heavy and move to the back of my McClellan saddle, then hold out my hand. “Put your left foot in the stirrup and hold on to the saddle with your left hand. I’ll lift you up.”

“Shouldn’t I be at the back?” she asks, clumsily maneuvering while the purse she’s slung around her neck dangles from side to side.

“No. It’s safer this way.” I groan as I pull her up and she lets out a sigh when she positions herself.

“Oh my God, it’s so high…”

“Don’t worry, we’re not going to gallop. Hold on to the saddle and let me know if you want me to slow down.” Leaning forward, I look over her shoulder and tap my foot against Texas, who immediately sets off. I sense the woman is nervous, so I try to distract her with conversation. “What’s your name?”

“Dakota,” she says. “I’m sorry, I totally forgot to introduce myself.”

“That’s okay. I’m Frankie. So, you’re from California?”

“Yes. How did you know?”

“Your license plate,” I say humorously. “And your looks. The sun-bleached hair and the tan…you look like you’ve spent a lot of time on the beach.”

“I did. I lived in Newport Beach.”

“Fancy. Do you think you’ll miss the ocean?”

“For sure,” she says. “But a career opportunity came up in Vegas and I felt a little stuck in LA, so I thought I’d give it a go.” She instinctively tries to look over her shoulder as she’s talking to me and almost loses her balance.

“It’s okay, I’ve got you. Just make sure you look ahead.” I take the reins in one hand and curl my other around her waist. She’s tense; I can feel her abdomen tighten under the thin fabric of her white tank top. Her hair smells of coconut and a hint of floral perfume wafts from her neck. “I’m sorry, I should have told you to put on something warmer. It can get chilly here at night, even in summer. Are you cold?”

“No, but it’s amazing how much the temperature drops.” She pauses. “And you?” she asks. “You mentioned a ranch. Is that where you live?”

“Yeah. I run a small ranch hotel and provide horseback riding experiences. Desert excursions, mainly.”

“Is that what you were doing tonight?”

“Uh-huh. The desert is beautiful on a clear night. You’ll never see as many stars as you see here.” I nudge her when she’s about to look up. “Not yet. Wait until we get to the ranch. I don’t want you to fall off.”

“Sure.” She chuckles when I speed up a little. “This is fun.”

“You think being stranded in the desert with a flat tire and a broken engine is fun?”

“Not that part, but a midnight horseback ride after being rescued by a cowgirl… That doesn’t happen to me every day.”

A little confused, I furrow my brows. Is she flirting with me?

“Sorry,” she continues. “I suppose it’s not much fun for you. I really appreciate you coming all the way back for me.”

“It’s my pleasure. It’s not every day I get to rescue a beautiful woman,” I shoot back at her, hoping I’m not overstepping. She laughs nervously and I continue quickly to avoid an awkward silence. “The ranch is fully booked, but you can sleep on the couch in my private quarters. It’s pretty comfortable.”

“That’s so kind, but I don’t want to be in your way. I thought I could call a taxi from your ranch to take me to a nearby motel and come back early in the morning.”

“That’s a waste of time. The nearest motel is practically in Vegas, so you might as well stay over or you’ll get no sleep at all. Really, it’s not a problem.”

“Thank you. And your…” Dakota hesitates. “Your husband won’t mind? Or your…”

“Partner? No. I’m single.” It feels weird to have this kind of conversation without being able to look each other in the eyes. “What about you? Is someone special joining you in Vegas?”

“No. It’s just me.” Dakota points to the lights in the distance. “Is that your ranch?”

“Yes, that’s Red Rock Ranch.” I smile with pride. The ranch was renovated a few years ago and it still gets me excited to see how good it looks from a distance.

The main farmhouse stands proud against the starlit sky, its weathered wood siding glowing warmly under the porch lights. It’s a sturdy two-story structure with a wide, wraparound porch that I added a few years back. The roof’s steep pitch is perfect for shedding the rare desert rain, and the brick chimney hints at the cozy fireplace waiting inside. To the left of the farmhouse, separated by a tidy gravel path lined with desert sage, is the guesthouse. It’s a long, single-story building with a covered walkway connecting a series of doors, each leading to a private room. The exterior matches the main house, giving the whole property a cohesive feel. Solar panels glint on the roof, a recent addition I’m particularly pleased with.

The stables and corrals are off to the right, and I can see the shapes of a few horses moving in the moonlight.

“That’s quite the ranch you’ve got there,” Dakota says. “Is it family run?”

“It used to be, but since my parents retired, I’m running it. The farm was getting too much for them, so they moved into a condo in Vegas after I took over. I have a brother, but he was never interested in horses. He lives in California and works for a tech company. I have a great team, though. I could never do it all by myself.”

When we arrive, I hop off and lead Texas through the gate, then help Dakota off. “Welcome. I’ll show you in before I take care of Texas. Do you want to have a shower?”

“That would be amazing.” Dakota shoots me a grateful smile and ruffles a hand through her hair. “I’m all sticky and dusty from the long drive.” She takes in the premises as she follows me to the main house. “You have a beautiful home,” she says when I let her in.

“Thanks. Please, make yourself at home.” We head to the bathroom and I hand her a towel. “Wait, let me get you something clean to sleep in.”

“Oh, you don’t need to do that, I can—” Dakota stops herself and winces. “Actually, that would be great. I’m so sorry to be a pain.”

Chapter 3 – Dakota

Dressed in a pair of grey jersey shorts and an old sweatshirt with the logo of some local diner, I feel a little self-conscious. I love to slouch around in garments like these at home, but I always make sure I look presentable when I’m around other people. The couch in the living room is made up and a delicious smell wafts from the kitchen.

“Are you hungry?” Frankie asks. “I’ve heated up some leftovers. Figured you must be famished.”

“I am,” I say, gratefully taking the bowl of pasta she hands me.

“There’s a dining table on the porch if you’d like to sit outside.” Frankie holds up a half-full bottle of wine. “I’m having a glass of red. Care to join me?” She opens the door to the porch without waiting for an answer and lights a few candles on the table.

“You really don’t have to keep me company. It’s late and you must be tired.”

“I’m fine. I’m used to staying up after the late tours, and the temperature is much nicer at night.” She sits and pours us wine. “So…Nevada is a big shift from California. What’s the job?”

“I’ll be managing a spa in one of the hotels on the strip. The White Salon—it’s a chain. I ran their branch in Newport Beach, and now I’ll be responsible for the Vegas branch, which is much bigger.” I slide onto the bench opposite Frankie and only then really take her in. In a state of near panic and desperate to get somewhere more civilized, I didn’t pay much attention in the dark earlier, but she’s a very attractive woman.

She’s changed from her jeans and shirt into sweatpants and a white tank top, and her arms are toned and tanned. Her hair, previously hidden under her cowboy hat, is short and dark, slicked back like she’s just splashed water over her face. She has curious brown eyes, dark lashes, and dark eyebrows that move expressively while she speaks. She strikes me as someone who would tell a good story around a campfire; one of those engaging types who draw people in. She’s certainly drawn me in. I don’t tend to let people see me with wet hair, especially not a single, tall, attractive woman who undoubtedly plays for my team.

“A spa?” She lowers her gaze to my hands. “Forgive me for generalizing, but I thought all beauticians had long nails.” Her voice is a soft whisper, and in the light of the flickering candles, I’m sure I’m detecting a hint of flirtation in her eyes.

“Well, I’m not a beautician, I’m a general manager,” I say, stirring my fork through the pasta. “I used to give massages and that requires short nails,” I add playfully, hoping she’ll take the bait. “But my massage days are over. I’m only focusing on the operational side of the business now.”

“Oh?” Her eyebrow shoots up. “What a waste of a talent. Don’t you miss using those lovely hands?”

My lips stretch into a grin, and I shake my head as I focus on my food. “Are you flirting with me, cowgirl?” The tomato and basil pasta is delicious, but my body reacts to Frankie in interesting ways, and suddenly I don’t feel that hungry anymore. Still, I continue to eat as I don’t want to be impolite.

“Would it be so terrible if I was?” she asks.

I pick up my glass and twirl the wine around while I meet her gaze. Her expression is cocky, like she knows she already has me in her pocket, and although I’m normally not this easy to chat up, it feels like too good an opportunity to pass. She’s sinfully sexy, and if nothing else, it would make for a great story to tell my friends. My move to Vegas: Stranded, saved, and seduced by a cowgirl. It would make a good book title too. “No…” I feel a blush rise to my cheeks but don’t shy away from her eyes.

Frankie holds up her glass in a toast and winks. “In that case, you’re welcome to share my bed tonight.”

Sitting back, I sip my wine and stare at her while a million fantasies rush through my mind. “Is this what you do with all your ranch guests?”

“No. Only some and only occasionally.” She tilts her head from side to side. “Most of my guests are couples, and the singles tend to be straight or not my type. It seems like tonight is my lucky night.”

“How do you know I’m not straight?”

Frankie frowns and studies me. “You’re flirting back and you’re not nervous like straight women when they want to experiment.” She shrugs. “There have been a few here over the years.”

“And your job is to make sure their holiday is memorable?”

“Anything for a five-star review,” she jokes. “I could ensure your move to Vegas is memorable too.”

“Trust me, it already is.” I’m having fun with our playful back-and-forth, and arousal is tugging at me. It’s been years since I’ve had such chemistry with someone, not to mention the opportunity to act on it.

“Can I sit next to you?” Frankie asks. “It’s a little lonely on this side and I prefer to face the stars.” When I nod, she moves around the table. “That’s better,” she says, sitting back and draping one arm over the backrest behind me.

“Smooth. Very smooth,” I say humorously, but I move a little closer anyway. I feel her body heat against me and I’m pretty sure she tenses at the contact. She’s taller than me, and I like how I fit into the crook of her arm. “So, what’s your next move? Are we going to look at the stars together?”

“Yes, and you’ll love it.” Frankie reaches behind her to turn off the porch lights, then blows out the candles. “We’ll need total darkness for this.” She points to the sky. “Let your eyes adjust for a moment.”

I stare into the black, and after a while, millions of twinkling lights become visible. Some are tiny specks, some significantly bigger. Some are clustered together, creating shapes and bright spots.

“Can you see it?”

“Yes. It’s beautiful.” When I feel her eyes on me, I hold my breath. “I’ve never seen so many stars,” I whisper, turning to her.

“Welcome to the desert.” Frankie gives me a lopsided smile while she caresses the back of my neck, and my eyes flutter closed for a beat. Her touch feels electric, and I can hardly believe how such a simple gesture can cause such fire inside me. A flash of heat shoots between my thighs and my gaze lowers to her mouth. Her lips are glistening and inviting, and I feel an overwhelming urge to kiss her.

This is the moment, I think, bracing myself to be swept away. She inches closer, curls her hand around my neck, and pulls me in. I can feel her breath on my face, and it quickens along with my pulse. Just as our lips are about to brush, a loud call pulls us out of the moment.

“Frankie!” A young man comes running up to the house. “Frankie, Sahara is foaling!” He’s panting, steadying his hands on his knees, then suddenly narrows his eyes as he spots me. “Oh, sorry. I didn’t realize you had company.”

“That’s okay,” Frankie mutters. “Sorry, Dakota. I have to go.” She continues to stare at my lips, then gets up with a sigh and shoots me a regretful smile. “You’re welcome to join us in the stables. Otherwise, I’ll see you in the morning.”

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Read the first three chapters of Songbirds of Sedona

Chapter 1 – Gemma

I deserve to be here. That’s what I keep telling myself when things get tough, and today is a tough day. I took a life. I deserve this.

I’m reading the card that arrived in the mail this morning, fighting the wave of emotions that always comes with any contact from the outside world.

“Happy Birthday, honey,” the card reads. “I wish you would let me visit today. Just know that I’m thinking of you. Hang in there. Not long to go now. Love always, Mom.”

I feel tears prick at the corners of my eyes, but I blink them away. Crying is a weakness I can’t afford to show here, so I’ve learned to keep my emotions locked away. It’s the only way to survive.

I appreciate my mother’s words, but they also sting. Not long to go now. It’s bittersweet. Even a day in this place feels like an eternity, and now another year has passed. Another year wasted.

The buzzer sounds with an ear-piercing screech, jolting me out of my bunk. It’s lunchtime at Perryville Prison. I put away the card, rub my eyes, and pull on my navy blue scrubs and white slip-on shoes. The fabric is coarse and worn thin from too many washes. My cellie Tonya is snoring softly on the bottom bunk, and I nudge her awake before I shuffle out into the concrete hallway already swarming with inmates.

I join the throng of women in blue flowing toward the cafeteria, careful to keep my distance and eyes fixed straight ahead. You learn fast in here not to make eye contact unless you’re looking for trouble. The noise builds as we march through the double doors into the massive, high-ceilinged dining hall. Fluorescent lights buzz overhead, glinting off the stainless steel tables bolted to the floor in uniform rows. 

I grab a red plastic tray from the stack and get in line, inching slowly forward as the kitchen workers, inmates themselves in white aprons and hairnets, slop food onto each tray. Today’s lunch is a cold bologna sandwich, potato chips, beans, a bruised apple, and Bug Juice, the overly sweet red drink that claims to be “fruit punch.” My stomach protests, but I’ve learned to choke this stuff down.

Tray in hand, I scan the cafeteria for a safe place to sit. Perryville is worse than Lumley Max where I spent the last six years before being transferred here a year and a half ago. At least in Lumley, I had the protective walls of my private cell twenty-one hours a day. I only had to deal with other inmates during chow time and rec hour in the yard.

Here in Perryville, a mediumsecurity prison, there’s a lot more “freedom.” Our cells are left unlocked most of the day so we can access the day room with its worn couches and staticky TV. We can sign up for classes and job assignments to earn time off our sentences. But with the additional privileges comes more risk. More time to interact with unpredictable inmates and end up in fights that could send me to the hole or get more time tacked onto my sentence. I’ve seen it happen and I’m determined to keep my head down. I’ve got six weeks left on my ninety-two-month sentence and I’m not going to blow it now.

I finally spot an empty table in the corner, far away from the cackling cluster of Norteñas gang members holding court near the cafeteria entrance. I keep my back to the wall as I sit down, always vigilant. My eyes dart from table to table, marking potential threats. You never really relax in prison.

There’s the cadre of meth heads with their pockmarked faces and jittery fingers drumming the tables, twitching for their next fix. They’re mostly in for drug offenses, burglary, identity theft—the things addicts do to get money for that next hit. I steer clear of them and their drama.

Then there’s the OG lifers, mostly in their forties and fifties, in for violent crimes. They look hard, joyless, their faces etched from decades behind bars. But they keep to themselves unless you cross them. I give them a wide berth.

At the next table over is a group of young women, barely eighteen. The detention officers call them “babies.” They’re pretty, with their long hair and thick eyeliner. They’re giggling and throwing food at each other. They haven’t been in long enough for this place to grind them down.

A tray clatters down across from me and I nearly jump out of my skin before I register it’s just my cellie, Tonya. She grins, flashing the gold front tooth I’ve never asked about.

“Gemma. Damn, girl, you look more uptight than usual today,” Tonya says, digging into her bologna sandwich.

“Just counting down.”

“Eyes on the prize,” she says. “And then what?”

“I haven’t figured that part out yet,” I mutter. “I suppose I’ll have to move in with Mom until I find a job.” The thought alone exhausts me. Not because I don’t want to work, but it’s no secret how hard it is to find a job with a conviction. Especially one as serious as mine.

“Same,” she says. “I’m moving in with my cousin to look after her children while she’s at work and I might look for a job in a coffee shop since I’m a certified barista now.”

“You finished your training? Congratulations.”

“Yeah. Just in time. I figured I’d need something to fall back on.” She regards me. “Are you going back into real estate?”

“No chance. No company would hire me, but I’m hoping to find a job as an electrician.”

Tonya chuckles. “Oh yeah, I forgot you got your degree.”

“Why is that so funny?” I ask, arching a brow at her.

“I don’t know. It’s just…” Tonya looks me up and down. “You look nothing like an electrician. I’d peg you for a beautician with your long hair and flawless skin.”

I shrug. “The course gave me something to do, but again, it’s unlikely someone will hire me, so I might start my own business and hope for the best.”

“You’ll get there,” she says. “We both will.”

Tonya’s been somewhat of a friend to me since I transferred to Perryville, as much as you can have friends in here. More of an ally. Someone to watch your back. We keep each other sane, make sure neither of us catches a disciplinary case that will delay our release. She’s short-timing it too and will be out a few weeks after me.

We eat quickly, talking through mouthfuls. In prison, you learn to devour your food before someone bigger and hungrier comes and takes it from you. Mealtimes are when trouble starts, as the chow hall is one of the few places where rival gang members can get within striking distance of each other. The detention officers patrol the aisles, but things happen fast. Trays start flying, and if you’re not careful, you can catch a blindside blow to the head and wake up in the infirmary.

I keep my head on a swivel as I force the food down. The trick is to look aware without looking scared. Here, fear is like blood in the water; it draws the sharks. You have to armor yourself in a hardened facade, even if you’re quaking inside.

“This is gross,” I say, scraping the last of the beans from my tray when a commotion breaks out across the cafeteria. An alarm blares and a swarm of detention officers sprint toward a heap of flailing limbs and guttural screams on the floor.

Tonya looks up. “What’s going on?” Two women are ripping into each other, blood spattering the white tiles. I can’t make out who they are before the guards wrench them apart and haul them off, still kicking and cursing.

The alarm shuts off and a deafening silence follows. Every eye follows the guards as they march the two prisoners out, each held firmly by an arm. The rest of us keep our eyes down and mechanically continue eating as if nothing happened.

A few minutes later, the guards bark at us to line up and clear out. I bus my tray and take my place in line. I was hopeful when I first got transferred here. I thought things would be better, easier. Now I know there’s no such thing as an easy prison bid. You just trade one set of dangers for another.

Chapter 2 – Lori

The tires crunch on the gravel driveway as I pull up to the farmhouse, dust billowing in my wake. I cut the engine and for a moment, I sit in silence, staring at the property that is now mine.

My friend Charlotte gets out of her car behind me and I follow suit.

“It looks just like I remember, only a bit more weathered. And bigger,” I say, trying to inject some optimism into my voice. “My new home.”

Charlotte peers at the farmhouse through oversize shades, her glossy black ponytail swishing as she cocks her head. “It’s got potential, Lor. A little TLC and this place could be gorgeous.”

“I’m not so sure about the ‘little’ part.” I bite my lip as I study the peeling white paint and sagging porch. When Aunt Maggie left me her farmhouse and orchard in her will, I had visions of living in a quaint, idyllic hideaway. A place to start fresh after leaving my controlling ex and quitting my soul-sucking corporate job. Confronted with the reality, I feel a swell of doubts. I haven’t been here in thirty years, and I’ve clearly romanticized it in my head.

With a fortifying breath, I head to Rosefield Farm with Charlotte on my heel. We follow the overgrown path to the front porch, and I fumble with the unfamiliar keys before finding the one that fits the rusted lock. The door creaks open, revealing a dim interior that smells of dust and neglect.

“Oh…” Charlotte winces as she peers in. “How long has it been empty?”

“A year,” I say. “Aunt Maggie got sick and had to go to a home. She didn’t have kids or close family apart from my mother, so no one’s been here since. I didn’t even know she’d passed away until I got the call a few months ago.”

I step inside, my footsteps echoing on the hardwood floors. Faded floral wallpaper peels above the chair rails. A layer of dust coats every surface like a shroud. Charlotte moves past me, her heels clicking decisively as she throws open the heavy brocade curtains, sending dust motes dancing into the sudden flood of light.

“These windows are amazing,” she says, gesturing to the ceiling-height casements that overlook the orchards. “You’ve got a killer view.”

I join her at the window, taking in the neat rows of trees across the landscape, the red rocks of Sedona rising behind them in the distance. It looks like a postcard, but all I can think about is how much work those hundreds of trees must need.

“I don’t know the first thing about growing fruit,” I admit, my voice small. “What if I kill the trees? They’re probably dead already. No one’s been taking care of them.”

Charlotte spins to face me, hands on her hips. “They don’t look dead to me, and you’re not going to kill anything. How hard can it be?”

I raise an eyebrow. “Harder than being an attorney, I’m guessing. At least for me.”

“You hated that job,” Charlotte reminds me. “This is your chance for a totally different life, so just sit back and let nature do its thing.”

I wish I had Charlotte’s breezy confidence. But then, she’s not the one who just staked her entire future on a farm she knows nothing about.

We continue our exploration, moving from room to room. The kitchen looks like a time capsule from the 1970s with its mint-green refrigerator and Formica countertops edged in chrome. I open the oven and a family of mice skitters out, making Charlotte and me yelp and jump back.

“Okay, so it needs some updating,” Charlotte says, warily eyeing the dark recess of the oven.

That’s an understatement. The linoleum floor is gummy with decades of grime. The sink is stained with rust, and I don’t even want to think about what the bathroom looks like.

We drift back into the living room with its hulking stone fireplace. I run my hand along the mantelpiece, raising a layer of dust. Above the mantel, a large painting depicts the farm in its prime—rows of trees heavy with apples, peaches, and pears, and a golden sun hanging low over the hills.

“I was eight last time I visited Aunt Maggie and Uncle Frank. They were so proud of their farm.”

“What happened?” Charlotte asks. “Why did you lose contact?”

“My mom had a fight with Aunt Maggie. It must have been a serious one because she broke off all contact, and with that, I lost contact with them too. I could have visited later, when I was older, but by then, I felt so far removed from them that I never did.” I sigh. “I feel guilty about that now.”

“But they didn’t try to contact you either, right?” Charlotte squeezes my shoulder. “Whatever happened. Maggie wanted you to have the farm, so you must have had a special place in her heart.”

“She didn’t have much choice,” I mumble. “Apart from Mom, she didn’t have any other living family members.” I blow out my cheeks as I tally the repairs—the outdated electrical work, the stained walls, the chipped paint around the windows. Not to mention all the work the orchards likely need. New trees planted, old ones pruned. And what about irrigation? Pest control? Harvesting? My head spins with all the unknowns.

I sink onto the sofa, sending up a puff of mustiness. “I’m in over my head, Char. I thought I’d have enough savings to fix the place up, but this is beyond a cosmetic update. The plumbing, the electric…it’s too much.”

Charlotte plops down beside me, nudging me with her shoulder. “Hey. You’re doing something really brave, you know that?” She looks me square in the eye, her expression earnest. “And you’re not alone in this. I’m here. I’ll help however I can. We’ll rally the troops and throw a painting party. We’ll hit up yard sales for furniture. Poco a poco, right? You’ve got this. And it’s clear you can’t sleep here tonight. Not until we’ve done a thorough clean, so you can stay with me until it’s a little more livable.”

“Thanks, Char. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you.”

“Let’s hope you never have to find out,” she says, flashing me a cheeky grin. She hops to her feet, offering me her hands. “Now, let’s see what kind of treasures Aunt Maggie left upstairs. I’m feeling vintage chic decor vibes.”

Laughing despite myself, I let her pull me up. She threads her arm through mine as we climb the creaky stairs. The whole house seems to exhale, as if it’s been holding its breath for a long time. I know the feeling.

As I open the curtains in the master bedroom, dust swirls in the slants of light from the grimy dormer windows. The bed is made up and a hairbrush lies on a dressing table. The sight makes me sad, so I turn my attention to the wardrobe where I find Aunt Maggie’s clothes. “It looks like most of her stuff is still here. I think she was expecting to return to the farm.”

“Poor Maggie.” Charlotte flicks through the garments. “She had some nice clothes. You could definitely sell these online.” She puts on a silk dressing gown and strikes a pose. “I’ll be your model.”

“I might have to take you up on that offer,” I say. I sold a ton of stuff when I moved out of my ex’s apartment in Prescott. I wanted to start fresh with as little clutter as possible, but now I’ve inherited ten times more. “Let’s check out the other rooms.” I pull Charlotte along, and she sneezes explosively as we enter another bedroom, the sound muffled by the insulating press of old clothes, stacked paintings, and shrouded furniture. It’s like an antique store exploded in here.

“Looks like Maggie had a hoarding room.” She rubs her hands together. “Let’s get to rummaging!”

For the next hour, we pick through Aunt Maggie’s belongings, unearthing a rusty birdcage, a gilt-edged mirror, a chipped enamel bread box. Charlotte dives into a trunk of clothes, emerging with a faded calico dress and straw sun hat.

“Oh my God, Lor!” She pulls the dress over my tank top and shimmies it over my shorts. “It’s straight out of Little House on the Prairie! This is so your farmgirl aesthetic!” She plops the sun hat on my head at a jaunty angle before stepping back to assess the effect. “Yep, it’s official. Farmer Lori is in the house! Those chickens won’t know what hit ’em!”

“There are no chickens,” I remind her, laughing as I straighten the hat. “It’s a fruit farm, remember? And I think you’re more farm-girl chic than I am.”

She purses her lips. “You know what? I could totally rock the gingham and clogs.”

We dissolve into giggles just as her phone chimes from her back pocket. She wrestles it out and glances at the screen, her grin fading.

“It’s work. Some emergency with the Barton account.” She heaves a sigh. “I’m sorry, Lor. I have to deal with this.”

A pang of guilt twists in my stomach. Here I am, running off to play farmer while Charlotte picks up my slack at the office.

“Hey,” she says, reading my expression. “I’m thrilled to cover for you, and a new guy is starting next week so things should calm down.” She pulls me into a hug that smells of L’Occitane. “You’ve got this,” she murmurs in my ear. “Poco a poco, remember?”

We head back downstairs and out into the afternoon sun. The orchard shimmers in the heat, the leaves on the apple and peach trees trembling like a mirage. Cicadas drone in the brush, and the air smells of baked earth and the slightly fermenting tang of fallen fruit.

Charlotte pauses beside her sleek Audi parked behind my sensible Corolla. Her oversize sunglasses are back in place, but I can still see the concern pinching her brow.

“You sure you’re going to be okay out here today?”

“Yeah. I’ll be fine,” I say, glancing at my car that’s packed to the brim. “I’ll unload and drive back and forth to the storage a few times. I want to get that out of the way first.”

“Sure. Well, you have my key, so just let yourself in,” Charlotte chimes before waving me off. “I’ll see you later.”

She drives off and then it’s just me. Just me and rows upon rows of trees and a ramshackle house full of ghosts and dust. I take a deep breath, the hot, dry air searing my lungs. I have no idea what I’m doing. No idea if I can actually pull this off. I left a successful career for an unknown life, and I don’t even know where to start. Poco a poco, I remind myself, and open the trunk to my car.

Chapter 3 – Gemma

The sun beats down mercilessly as Tonya and I walk slow laps around the yard. The recreation area is a stretch of flagstones hemmed in by towering razor-wire fences that glint menacingly in the harsh Arizona light. There’s a handful of metal picnic tables bolted to the ground, their surfaces hot enough to blister skin, and a few withered patches of grass that crunch beneath our feet.

Despite the oppressive heat and the watchful eyes of the guards, I cherish this small slice of outdoor time. After so many years, the bleak yard feels like a gift, a tiny taste of freedom.

Tonya fans herself with her hand, her dark skin gleaming with sweat. “Girl, it’s hotter than Satan’s armpit out here.”

I nod in agreement, wiping my brow with the back of my hand. It’s rare to have a heatwave so early on in the year, and the air shimmers, distorting the figures of the other inmates trudging around the yard.

We keep walking, hugging the perimeter. Yard time is when all the prison politics play out, when scores get settled, deals get done, and pecking orders get reinforced. I’ve seen fights break out in a blink, and although Tonya and I do our best to steer clear, sometimes trouble finds you whether you’re looking for it or not.

Case in point—the new girl, a beefy redhead with sleeve tattoos and a hardened stare, is headed straight for us. She’s been throwing her weight around since she got here last week, trying to assert herself as top dog.

I tense as she approaches, my footsteps faltering. Tonya shoots me a warning look. “Eyes forward. Keep walking.”

But the new girl has other ideas. She veers into our path at the last second, her shoulder slamming into mine with enough force to bruise. I stumble, biting back a yelp of pain.

Tonya catches my arm, steadying me. She glares at the new girl’s retreating back. “Bitch,” she mutters under her breath.

I rub my throbbing shoulder, my heart hammering against my ribs. A part of me wants to whirl around and confront her, to show her I’m not some pushover, but I force myself to keep walking. I can’t afford to catch a case, not now when I’m so close to the door.

“Just ignore her,” I mutter. “We’ll be out soon. She’s not worth it.”

Tonya shakes her head. “Damn straight. I can’t wait to walk freely without bitches like her making me look over my shoulder twenty-four seven.” She sighs. “What’s the first thing you’re going to do when you get out?”

“Hmm…” I smile. “You first.”

A slow grin spreads across Tonya’s face. “Fried chicken,” she says matter-of-factly. “A whole bucket, extra crispy. And then I’m going to find me a man and ride him like a buckin’ bronco.”

I snort with laughter, picturing Tonya tearing into a drumstick, grease dripping down her chin while ogling men. “Food and sex, huh? You’ve thought about this.”

“Of course. Haven’t you?” She waggles her eyebrows. “Hey, a girl’s got needs! Two years is a long time.”

I can’t argue with that. My time inside has felt like an eternity, and the ache of loneliness is a constant companion, as familiar as the scratchy sheets on my bunk.

Tonya nudges me with her elbow. “Your turn. What’s top of your list?”

I tilt my face toward the cloudless sky, squinting against the brutal glare of the sun. “Being outdoors. Like really outdoors, not just this cage. Feeling grass under my bare feet. Watching a sunset.”

“Mm-hmm. And what else?”

“A long, hot shower in a bathroom with a door that locks and my favorite shampoo and shower gel. And no one timing me or yelling at me to hurry up.”

Tonya makes a low sound of agreement. “Amen to that. I’m going to soak in a Jacuzzi till I turn into a prune. I’ve just gotta find me a man who has one,” she jokes.

We walk in silence for a bit, both lost in visions of the luxuries we once took for granted.

Then Tonya gives me a sly look. “You didn’t mention sex. Or dating.”

I keep my eyes fixed on the sky, my jaw tight. “Nah. I think I’m done with all that. Relationships. Love. It’s brought me nothing but trouble.”

“Men can be dicks,” she says.

“So can women.”

Tonya frowns. “What? You’re gay?”

“Yeah. Is that so surprising?” Now that I’m close to getting out, I don’t care if she knows, and I don’t think she’ll tell anyone.

“Kind of. You look so straight. Like I said, I pegged you for a beautician.”

I can feel Tonya’s gaze boring into the side of my face, curious and intrigued. I don’t talk much about my life before Perryville, about what landed me here. Most people assume it was drugs. I’ve never corrected them.

I don’t tell Tonya how I fell for a woman with a smile like the devil and a temper like a volcano. How she could make me feel like the center of the universe one minute and a worthless piece of shit the next. How I thought I could fix her, change her, how I kept forgiving and forgetting, just like my mother used to. Until I became a ticking time bomb of anxiety. I don’t tell her about my mother’s abusive boyfriend, that last night when my anxiety got the better of me and my world blacked out. When I caught him attacking my mother, when I hit him over the head with the first thing in sight. When the world turned red and wet and my future shattered in a single, irrevocable instant. I don’t tell her what I’m capable of.

“I miss pizza too,” I say instead, changing the subject. “And wine.”

“I’m with you on the pizza,” Tonya says. “But I’m done with drinking. Like women for you, alcohol has done me no favors, and I’m going to be a better person. Third time lucky.”

“Third time?” Her comment makes me realize how little we know about each other. I always assumed it was her first time in prison; our conversations have never been that personal until now, until the end was in sight. “I didn’t know.”

“Yeah, there’s a lot we don’t know about each other. I’ve been around. Done bad stuff. Not bad-bad though,” she corrects herself. “It’s not like I killed anyone.” I flinch, but she doesn’t notice. “Do you think we’ll see each other when we’re out?”

“I hope so,” I say honestly, because Tonya is the closest thing I’ve had to a friend in the past seven years and six months. Before I did what I did, I—a squeaky-clean realtor—would never have exchanged a word with someone like Tonya—a streetwise serial offender. But in here, in the confines of these concrete walls, we’re all the same. Names reduced to numbers etched on uniforms. The lives we once led, the identities we claimed, stripped away like layers of weathered paint.

I always believed I was different. I navigated a world of manicured lawns and polite chitchat, my growing pain and anxiety hidden beneath a smile. I looked at the faces of the condemned on the evening news and thought, That could never be me.

But I’m no different. Prison has a way of distilling us down to our rawest elements. Here, there is no pretense, no artifice. The labels that defined us on the outside—mother, daughter, wife, criminal—fade away, leaving only the essential truth of our humanity.

“How about ice cream?” Tonya asks, unaware of my mental reflection. “We could meet up and get ice cream together. What’s your favorite flavor?”

Before I can respond, a sharp whistle cuts through the shimmering air. “Yard time’s over, ladies! Line up for count!”

Tonya and I exchange a rueful look before falling into line with the other inmates. As we wait to be ushered back into the bowels of Perryville, I stare out at the sky over the razor wire.

I’ll walk out of here soon. I’ll step into the blinding Arizona sun a free woman. But a part of me will always be imprisoned by the choices that brought me here. By the things I’ve done that I can never undo.

The heavy metal door clangs shut behind us as we shuffle back inside, and the AC hits my sweat-slicked skin, raising goose bumps on my arms. My armpits and back are sweaty, and my shrubs will smell as soon as the synthetic fabric dries. I’m dying for a shower but I have to wait another four hours to scrub off the remnants of the day so I can feel clean again. A deeper part of me knows better, though. Knows that some stains never come out, no matter how hard you scrub.

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Read the first three chapters of Chance Encounters!

Chapter 1 – Ally

“Are you a member of our Frequent Flyers Club?” The ground stewardess labelled Ally’s suitcase and typed something into her system.

“Yes. Sorry, I forgot.” Ally searched through her wallet. Like her life, the bulging mass of leather overstuffed with receipts, crumpled bills, and forgotten cards was a chaotic mess, and it took her a while to find her membership card.

“Thank you. Just give me a moment.” The woman frowned as she stared at her screen; Ally suspected her account had expired as she hadn’t flown with the airline in years.

“Is everything okay?”

“Absolutely.” The woman looked up with a smile. “Would you like an upgrade? Free of charge.”

“Seriously?” Ally’s dark brows shot up. She hadn’t flown business since she’d resigned from her job three years ago, and she’d braced herself for a long, uncomfortable flight that would likely leave her exhausted by the time she arrived in Amsterdam. “Of course, I would love that.”

“Excellent.” The ground stewardess printed her boarding card. “Here you go. Have a great flight, Miss Brenner. The lounge is a five-minute walk from your gate. Enjoy.”

***

Ally had missed the Emerald lounge at Vancouver International Airport, with its polished marble floors, the soft glow of recessed lighting, plush armchairs, and leather sofas that looked out over the runway. The familiar notes of oak and vanilla made her feel a little nostalgic as she secured a table by the window and removed her trench coat. She used to come here with her colleagues every other Monday, and although she didn’t miss her old job, she did miss the perks of having a big travel budget. Running a small project management company with her friend now, Ally didn’t splash out on expensive flights. Perhaps that would change if her upcoming pitch was a success.

As she ordered a glass of chilled Chablis and helped herself to a few salmon blinis and a small bowl of olives, she noted not much had changed. She even recognized one of the bartenders, despite him having grown a beard since the last time she had been there.

Heading back to her seat, a woman across the bar caught Ally’s eye. She ordered a martini and took a careful sip before scanning the lounge. She had short, blonde hair and big, blue eyes emphasized by eyeliner. She wore a sharp-cut black suit, and a leather laptop sleeve was wedged under her arm. Their eyes met, and the woman smiled. There was something familiar about her, but Ally couldn’t recall ever meeting her. Curiously, she kept her gaze fixed on the woman and failed to spot a passing waiter carrying a glass of red wine. She bumped into him, causing the wine to tumble off his tray and splash everywhere.

“Fuck,” she muttered and winced when she saw the big, red stain on her white shirt. “I’m sorry, it was my fault. I was distracted.” She noted the waiter’s shirt was covered in red stains, too. “I’m so sorry.”

“No need to apologize,” he said politely, wiping his neck with a napkin. “I have another shirt in the back, so don’t worry. Wait here, and I’ll get you something to clean that stain with.”

Ally sat in the nearest nook and inspected the damage. She didn’t have a change of clothes in her hand luggage and doubted the stain would come out.

“Thank you,” she said when the waiter returned with a wet cloth. She was about to start rubbing it over her chest when someone put a hand on her shoulder.

“Don’t.” It was the woman from the bar. “You should put salt on your shirt instead. It will soak up the stain.” She picked up the salt from the table and handed it to Ally. “It’s best to take the shirt off and sprinkle the salt over it.”

Ally arched a brow as she looked up at the woman. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah. I promise it works.”

“If you say so…” Ally started unbuttoning her shirt, then remembered she was only wearing a bra underneath. “I can’t,” she said with a goofy grin. “I’ll be near naked if I take it off.”

“That wouldn’t be so bad,” the woman said, her eyes sparkling with mischief.

No idea how to reply, Ally laughed nervously while she let her comment sink in. Is she flirting with me? It was a strange thing to say.

“Seriously. It’s a nice shirt. It’s a waste if it gets ruined.” The woman pointed to Ally’s trench coat. “Why don’t you put that on? I’m sure the flight attendant can get you a pajama top from first class to wear on the flight. They’ll have spares.”

“Okay. That’s a good idea.” Ally contemplated going to the restrooms but decided her seating nook was private enough for a quick change. She grabbed her coat, turned around, and swiftly swapped her shirt for her coat. “I look like a flasher now, don’t I?” she said sheepishly, tying it firmly at the waist.

The woman laughed. “I wouldn’t run away if I saw you standing behind a tree.”

There it was again. Another comment that could very well pass for flirtatious. Before Ally could reply, the woman had grabbed her shirt, draped it over the coffee table, and emptied the salt dispenser over the stain.

“There you go. That should work miracles if you leave it for a while. The rest will come off in the wash.” She smiled. “And now that I’ve seen you in your underwear, I might as well introduce myself. I’m Candice Blackwater.”

“Ally Brenner,” Ally said. “Thank you so much for your help.” Part of her was intrigued by Candice’s strange comments. Was she giving off gay vibes today? Ally wanted to clear the air, but randomly announcing she was straight seemed like an awkward thing to do, so she let it go and pointed to the chair next to hers. “Want to join me? I’d buy you a drink but it’s free here. I can get you one, though.”

“I’m good. I already have a martini, but yes, I’d love to join you.” Candice sat, stretched her legs in front of her, and sipped her drink. “Mm…I needed this. It’s been a long day,” she said with a sigh.

“Did you come straight from the office?” Ally asked.

“No. I worked from my mom’s house today, but I started at six this morning and I haven’t had a break.” Candice checked her watch. “I like long-haul night flights. They’re an excuse to relax. Don’t you think?”

“It is now. I was lucky to get upgraded.”

“Oh, good for you.” Candice raised her glass in a toast. “I’m off to Amsterdam. What about you?”

“Me too. What takes you there?” Ally asked. “Let me guess. You’re in the laundry business?”

“I wish. That would be blissfully straightforward and stress-free. No, I’m a private investor. I got lucky in the property market, which enabled me to move on to bigger commercial builds. I only focus on the financials, though. I don’t get involved in design or build, but I found that the Netherlands is a fruitful market, so I relocated there.”

“Interesting.” Ally regarded Candice. Despite her no-nonsense dress sense, there was something playful about her. “Are you based in Amsterdam?”

“Yes, but I’m Canadian. I fly back and forth regularly. I have investments in Vancouver, and my family is there. Do you live in Amsterdam?”

“No, I live in Vancouver. I run a project management company together with a friend, and I’m pitching for a job in Amsterdam tomorrow. It’s for a huge warehouse conversion.”

“So, we’re in the same kind of business,” Candice concluded.

“Yes, albeit at opposite ends. You hold the reins, I’m just the workhorse,” Ally joked. “We’re in the final stage of the selection process, so one of us has to be there in person.”

“Cool. Are you nervous?”

“Yes,” Ally admitted. “I’m terrified.”

“I can’t tell from looking at you. You have a calm presence.” Candice shot Ally a smile over the rim of her martini glass. “Are you prepared? Do you have a clean shirt with you?”

“Always.” Ally laughed. “I’m totally OCD when it comes to pitching, and I packed ten decent outfits, which is ridiculous since I’m only there for two nights.”

“That’s a shame. Amsterdam is a beautiful city. Will it be your first visit?”

“Yes, but we’re busy wrapping up a job here, so I couldn’t spare more time.” Ally narrowed her eyes at Candice. “You look familiar. Have we met before?”

“I don’t think so.” Candice looked away for a beat. “But perhaps we’ve crossed paths in Vancouver?”

“Hmm…” For some reason, Ally wasn’t sure she believed her. She was good at reading people, and she had a feeling Candice was lying. Not that it mattered; Candice was just a fellow passenger, and it was unlikely they’d ever see each other again. “Well, I’m glad we met now,” she finally said, pointing to her shirt. The salt had soaked up some of the wine, and the red stain was fading. “It looks like you saved my shirt.”

Chapter 2 – Ally

Ally was greeted by the sight of plush leather seats bathed in soft, ambient lighting. The spacious cabin exuded an aura of refinement, with modern decor and clean lines adding to the sense of elegance. She sank into her seat’s embrace and made herself comfortable while the flight attendant searched for the pajama top she’d requested. She kept an eye out for Candice, who had left for the restrooms just as they were about to board. With only forty business-class seats, she couldn’t be far away.

Staring out of the window, healthy nerves swirled in her core. It was finally happening. The chance to land a big, international client and grow their company was so close she could almost taste it. Ally and Dan had worked very hard in the past years, but if they won the pitch, every single all-nighter would be worth it. They’d started working for small companies, spreading their focus over sometimes twelve projects at once. It wasn’t until they changed their strategy and took on fewer but bigger clients that things started to shift for them. They’d built a credible portfolio and got noticed by the industry now.

“No way.” Candice’s voice pulled her out of her thoughts. “Hello again. Is this really your seat?” She held up her ticket. “I’m in 3b. I’m next to you.”

“Oh. What are the odds?” Ally lowered the screen between them so they could see each other better. “Let me know if you want privacy. I won’t take it personally.”

Candice laughed. “I normally keep to myself on flights, but I’ll admit, I’m delighted to have you as my neighbor.” She smiled at a flight attendant offering them a glass of Champagne and passed one to Ally. “Cheers,” she said. “To new friends.”

“To new friends.” Ally returned her smile and took a sip, cursing herself for not making more of an effort with her appearance. Her long, dark hair was pulled into a messy ponytail, and she hadn’t bothered with makeup. On top of that, she was wrapped in her trench coat and waiting for a pajama top that would no doubt be far from charming. “Can you sleep on flights?” she asked, pulling the elastic band out of her hair and shaking it loose.

“No. But that’s okay. I always look forward to doing nothing, so I don’t mind. Can you sleep?”

“Never,” Ally said. “It’s been a while since I’ve been on a long-haul flight, though. Traveling has been thin on the ground since Dan—he’s my business partner—and I started our company. Most of our clients are in Vancouver.” A funny, nervous flutter ran through her core as she met Candice’s eyes. It was a strange and unexpected sensation, and she swiftly turned her gaze to her screen. “I like to watch movies on flights. I tend to fall asleep easily at home, so I rarely make it until the end.”

“My guilty pleasure on flights is sudoku, crosswords, and gossip magazines.” Candice pointed to the shopping bag on the floor between her feet. “But I like movies too.” She tilted her head. “Are you married? Boyfriend? Girlfriend?”

“No husband or boyfriend,” Ally said, ensuring there was no question about her sexuality. “I’m single.”

Candice bit her lip and shot Ally a look that caused another flutter. “Same here. Single.”

Focusing on her Champagne, Ally wondered what caused her to react to Candice in such a physical manner. “Are you… Are you gay?” she finally asked, then waved a hand. “I’m sorry. Was that too personal of a question?”

“Not at all.” Candice laughed. “Do you get that vibe from me?”

“Yes,” Ally admitted. “Not that I care,” she hastily added. “It was just my first impression.”

“Well, you’re right. I’m forty-one, very, very gay, and I’ve been single for four years. I have fun, but I rarely meet someone I click with.” Candice finished her drink and put her glass to the side. “How long have you been single?”

“A little over two years. My ex-partner moved to Paris for work.” Ally paused, deciding on how much to share. “Long-distance didn’t work out for us,” she finally said.

“Have you dated since?”

Ally shook her head and let out a sarcastic chuckle. “No. I’m done with drama. I just want to focus on my career.”

“Fair enough. Personally, I never seem to have time to focus on dating,” Candice said. “But I won’t lie, I miss intimacy.” The corners of her mouth tugged up. “I miss sex.”

“Yeah.” Ally chuckled, and a blush rose to her cheeks. “It’s been a while.” A silence fell between them, and she was glad the flight attendant arrived with her pajama top.

“Here you go, Miss Brenner. It’s probably too big for you, but it was the only women’s size we had left.” She pointed to their glasses. “Would you like me to refill your glasses before takeoff?”

“Sure.” Ally felt nervous and a little anxious, but by now, it had nothing to do with her upcoming pitch and everything to do with her neighbor.

Candice put up her aisle screen, shielding them from the other rows of seats. “Go ahead. It’s nothing I haven’t already seen,” she joked. She turned away, waited for Ally to get changed, and turned back when Ally handed her trench coat to the flight attendant to stow away. “That’s better.”

“Much better.” Ally was aware of Candice’s eyes lowering to the swell of her breasts. The simple navy top was soft and comfortable but way too big for her. It was hanging off one shoulder, and the V-neck barely covered her bra.

“I like the neckline,” Candice said, arching a brow. She had the kind of boyish smirk only overly confident people could pull off.

Ally shook her head and rolled her eyes. “Okay, I have to ask. Are you flirting with me?”

“Uh-huh.” There it was. The cocky confidence of a woman who was used to getting what she wanted. “Do you mind?”

Ally’s pulse raced as she stared at Candice. This was a first, and she wasn’t sure how she felt about it. It was flattering and entertaining, but Candice’s unapologetic honesty also shocked her a little. “As long as you don’t expect me to flirt back.”

“I don’t. At least, not yet.”

“Not yet?”

Candice dropped a silence as she looked her over. “It’s a long flight. Anything can happen.”

“Anything apart from that,” Ally said. “I think you have the wrong idea of me. I’m one hundred percent straight. But by all means, keep going. It’s doing wonders for my ego.”

Chapter 3 – Ally

“Ever been on a romantic date with a woman?” Candice turned on the LED candles that came with the dinner service. Their tables were laid with white linen and silverware, and she’d dimmed their overhead lights.

“No.” The question made Ally laugh, and she didn’t dare look her in the eyes. “I’m straight,” she stated again, examining her tuna tartare.

“Hmm…” Candice dug into her Arabic mezze. “This is pretty romantic, though, don’t you think?”

Ally chuckled and shook her head. “Whatever it is you’re trying, it won’t work.” She attempted to sound casual, but the flutter in her stomach kept returning each time Candice turned up the charm.

“We’ll see.” Candice checked her watch. “We still have seven hours.”

“When was your last romantic date?” Ally asked, ignoring her advances.

“Last month. It wasn’t that romantic, though. There was no chemistry. I decided to explore online dating, but that was a mistake. It’s impossible to gauge if there will be chemistry when you meet someone online, so I’ve found it to be a waste of time.”

“I’ve tried it too,” Ally admitted. “I went on three dates with men I met online, but they were nothing like their profile suggested. One didn’t even look remotely like his picture.”

“That bad?”

“Yeah. He had this funny, bleached quiff and was orange from too much self-tanner. If I’d known, I wouldn’t have bothered at all.” Ally grinned. “His name was Tanner, which made a lot of sense when I met him in person.”

Candice laughed. “At least it makes for a good story. Mine were just boring.” She scooped a piece of pitta through her hummus, topped it with harissa, and held it out for Ally.

“No, I’m good,” Ally said.

“Oh, come on. It’s tasty. Try it.”

Ally gave in and let Candice feed her the morsel, which felt oddly intimate. “You’re right, it is nice.” She hesitated. “Want to try mine?”

“Sure.” Candice smiled as Ally scooped some tartare onto her fork and handed it to her. “Mmm…” she said, licking her lips. “Good.”

Ally stared at her mouth. Did she do that on purpose? Candice licked her lips slowly like she had other things than food on her mind. She had nice lips, full and peachy, and her top lip curled up just a little. That mouth had been around Ally’s fork, and she was alarmingly aware of it when she took her next bite.

“What’s your favorite food?” Candice asked.

“Anything Mexican,” Ally said without hesitation. “My grandparents from my mother’s side are Mexican, and my mother’s a great cook.”

“So that’s where you got your exotic looks from. I was wondering about those dark eyes. They’re gorgeous.”

“Thank you.” Ally suppressed a grin. She had to admit that she liked the attention, and Candice’s flirty, forward manner certainly made the journey more entertaining. She hadn’t been bored for a moment so far; women never flirted with her, and it was an interesting new experience. “What’s your favorite food?” she asked.

“Hmm… Let me think.” Candice turned to her and rested her arm on the leather divider between them. “Oysters, peaches…” She leaned in and lowered her voice. “And there’s something else I love like to eat. Would you like to know what that is?”

“No need. I think I have an idea,” Ally said humorously. Jesus. This woman was direct and wasted no time going after what she wanted. “And as I said, your efforts are wasted. I’m straight.”

Candice checked her watch again. “But I still have six hours and forty minutes.”

“I’ll still be straight in six hours and forty minutes,” Ally retorted.

“We’ll see about that.” Candice thanked the flight attendant, who cleared their plates, and she rubbed her hands together when their dessert arrived right after. “Yum. Chocolate mousse.” A mischievous smirk played around her mouth when she glanced at Ally’s plate. “Grilled peaches and mascarpone. Who’s eating peaches now, huh?”

“I’m surprised you didn’t order it, considering it’s your favorite food. Want to swap?”

“Thanks for the offer, but I prefer watching you eat that peach.”

“Of course. Why am I not surprised? It won’t make me any gayer though.” Ally took a bite. “Mmm…” She moaned like it was the best thing she’d ever eaten, then narrowed her eyes, pretending to analyze her state of mind. “Nope. Still straight.”

“That was a sexy sound you made. Will you please do that again?”

Ally laughed. “Is there nothing else you like to talk about? Something doesn’t involve sex?”

Candice shrugged. “I’m under time pressure. I can’t afford to get sidetracked by chitchat about hobbies and family history.”

“How about pets? Do you have pets?”

“I have a pussy.”

“Seriously!” Ally widened her eyes at Candice.

“I am serious. I have a cat named Pussy.”

“You’re lying.”

“I’m not. I adopted her from a shelter three years ago. She’s an old girl, almost eleven now.” Candice took her phone out of her purse and showed Ally the picture set to wallpaper.

“Aww. She’s cute.”

“See?” Candice shot her a triumphant look. “Do you have a pussy?”

“No. I don’t have pets.” Ally wasn’t going to take the bait. “I love animals, but I’m not home much, so it wouldn’t be fair. Who’s looking after your Pussy?” She could barely keep a straight face as she asked the question.

“My neighbor’s fourteen-year-old daughter.” Candice winced. “Ouch. That sounded wrong on so many levels.” She chuckled. “She hangs out in my apartment with her boyfriend and feeds Pussy when I’m away.”

“Fourteen-year-olds? I bet they’re up to no good.”

“Tell me about it. I’ve hidden my liquor stash just in case.” Candice tried her chocolate mousse and nodded in approval. “This is delicious. Want to try?” She scooped more onto her spoon and held it out for Ally.

“Sure.” Ally used her own spoon instead and chuckled when Candice gasped.

“Hey, you’re ruining the moment. I was trying to make a move.”

“You’re right. It’s delicious,” Ally teased.

Candice smiled wickedly and pointed to Ally’s plate. “Okay. You’ve tried mine. Now, can I try your peach?”

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